You don't know my story!

You don't know my story of the things that I have been through. Have you ever been thinking that in your head or your spirit when ppl look at you and think that your so blessed or they are jealous of you because of the anointing on your life or the favor of God on your life. If they only knew the hell you have been through, If they only knew the pain that you have had to endure. If they only knew how lonely you have been, If they only knew. Don't judge a book by its cover has more meaning than a little bit. Because you may see the glory but you don;t know the story behind the glory. Their is a weight that you must carry for God's glory! I have been in places and I look like I have it all together but inside I am wounded and I am crying and dying. But Yet I look as if I am strong and powerful and on top of the world. Their have been times when I didn't have a dime to my name but If you looked at me you would think she has bank! In spite of what I am going through or what I am lacking I still give God praise and carry myself as if It is already done. I can smile when I want to cry because I know my God has my back and better days are ahead. I can hold on when I want to give up because I know I am holding on to that solid rock and he will never fail me. I take and flip whatever  I am going through to give God the glory. That is how I have made it through my story! Giving God the praise and trust in his word! I pray this encourages someone who is going through to hold on to God in this time of  your story! Because when you get to the end of the page you have to go to another chapter! Blessings! EJB